Well then, I’m starting this blog by sharing one of my recent experience, which is bitter while sweet at the same time..
It’s about y heart *sounds fluffy, yeah?
First I want to state that the picture above is absolutely taken from google, so for whoever made this I thank you and so sorry at the same time because I take your beautiful picture in my blog. I hope you don’t mind.. ^^
Well, let’s get started then..
I believe that almost all of you should have felt love. Love for the one you hope his/her to be your soulmate in everlasting.. Yeah, this is this kind of heart warming thing..
That was definitely also happen to me, almost five years ago.. There was this one person who stole my heart. He was kind and I respected him a lot. We got together at that times. We were happy. We hoped that we would be together in everlasting.
Yes, this is this kind of mature love story *you may say that..
Sadly, reality isn’t always as beautiful as you want.. I’ve been always remind myself that this person may not be the one in my love, yet I always fall deeper for him.. We’ve been in a very good relationship, we both know each other family so well.. And then our story end.. We don’t end this relationship badly of course, because I believe that we really hope the best for each other.. Call this platonic but really, we can’t be together anymore.. He still needs to pursue his dream, while I need to get myself settled in ‘s relationship with clear commitment, as I’m not young anymore *that’s truly what I feel..
I thought I won’t be this sad, because somehow I knew this would end eventually.. But I couldn’t control my heart of course.. And I actually wonder, why can’t I cry? This is hurting me a lot >.<
*Feel like I speak nonsense all the time..
Yeah, I just need to write this out.. I’ll write this experience clearer later..
What I need to say is, you can love with all your heart to one person, but you really need to make a wall so you can’t fall really hard to this certain person. You need to really love your heart out to your soul mate, because he/she’ll be the only one who deserve this.. And people, be strong.. You’ll never really be alone in facing everything if only you just saw the people around you with heart..
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…build a wall and never try to tear it down as long as you always have this reason why you build it in the first place. That’s the wall we all need to build when having a relationship. thank you for sharing this piece! more power!