For My Dearest Mother

Hi friends~

I don’t want to share knowledge this time, I just need something to write all my thought out~ I’ve been hurt for some times already because of someone who actually worth the pain.. I don’t really know him but I just love him like that.. Strange, isn’t it? I feel that too actually..

Well, that’s not the point of what I’ll be talking this time.. While being hurt a lot because of this certain person, I get a very bad news. My mother is sick, she needs to get medical check up twice because her urine test results in albino detection. I am deeply worried about her. While weeping about my lost love, I forget about my own family condition. Well, that’s my bad habit.. I shouldn’t be like this, and my mother bad condition reminds me to stay focus to my family, and not weeping about someone who doesn’t have any interest to me.. Finally I can let my sadness out fearlessly because my mother is sick, or not? Both events happen at the same time, what should I do then? I can’t just totally forget that my heart has been in pain, and my mother’s bad condition like adding the salt to my pain.. But again, I feel like God reminds me that I still have my beloved parents, which need me to take care of them more.. So I totally focused on my mother medical check up this time..

So friends, it’ll be very wise of you to check your parents condition from time to time. Although they may say they’re totally okay, there will always probability for them not to make us worry so they feel like they’re healthy. I’m sad because I can’t be at my mother’s side right now, and I totally forget her healthiness because of my own selfishness. If only I could turn back time.. Friends, please care more about your parents, moreover if they stay far away from you. Your  parents won’t ever make you worry, that’s why when we can’t check their condition by our own eyes, please stay alert. Don’t let them get sick if you can, so you won’t feel regret or anything.. Love your parents more, and care for them more, okay?

Be happy and healthy always~

And don’t forget to let your parents know that you love them~

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My Father is My Hero

Yesterday, just like the usual day to start the activity, I got a call from my mother. There isn’t anything special in our discussion, it’s just how’s my life and my younger brothers and sister going on here and how’s my parents life going on there.

We’ve been separated since I continue my study in 2006. It’s been some years but still, I can’t really get over the fact that we should be separated. You’ll understand what I’m talking about right now if you have to be away from your parents for a long time too. Although I can still see them twice a year but still, the fact that my longing to be there, close to my parents never ever been decreased since then. Unfortunately I need to stay here for my future, that’s why.. Talking to my mother over the phone has always been nice, although we often cry and laugh together over something.. She’s really my best-est friend in this world. Ever since I get some maturity development inside my brain, my mother starts talking about her own issues and also my father’s difficulties in life. At those time, you can’t imagine how happy I am to be able to hear some issues going on from her directly, but at the same time I feel many regrets. How come I am unable to detect those awful things for these times? How come I don’t even do anything to my parents issues in life? How come I can be happy at those times? When I don’t even know what’s going on with my parents…

My father, although I don’t often come to him when having some difficulties, he always stand quietly beside me,  look after me, and when he feels like I can’t go further, he’ll always tells me some good advises without me knowing that my father has always been looked after me. How silly I am~

My father, has always been my hero. He’ll always be my everlasting hero until I die. I learn almost everything about life from him. How can life can be so simple when we want it simple, how should life be spent in meaningful way, how to stand still in the middle of heavy storm, etc. My father, I always want my soulmate to have similar personalities as him. I don’t really need to say anything, I’ll suddenly cry when remembering how much he loves me, cherishes me, protects me. Seeing his back from far behind him, I can only see how tired my father must be to provide us along his life.. My father, how I wish I can make him proud.

My father, I know that I don’t say it much but, I love you ❤

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Happy New Year 2014

Hi there all my dear friends~

It’s like, very late I know but as usual, better late than never, right?

So, happy new year for all of you. Wish you all the best along the year 2014, let’s become better person so we can achieve better result. I also wish for the better world, as always~

Let’s run together again, shall we?~

 

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